ending story of me and you ! :)

I've closed my memories sheet. I've throw away the key. and i never want to search or try to found that key ! i hate that ! yeaaah , i hate that memories . No way a reason to make a relationship again ! maybe yesterday i give you a chance . how much the chance which i give to you ? enough . too much and you never change ! i've heart ! and you always make me hurt ! you know this hurt ? NO ! YOU NEVER KNOW ! I LOVE YOU BUT , YOU LEAVE ME . When i try to forgot you suddenly you come again into my life and make me happy . YOU SAY YOU REGRET EVER LEAVE ME AND YOU PROMISE YOU NEVER LEAVE ME AGAIN ! AND HOW STUPID I'M ? I BELIEVE YOU ! should i never trust you ! what do you want ? if you only make me hurt , PLEASE GO AWAY FROM ME! KARMA will come to you ! what the reason you silent me ? and dependent our relationship ? i dont understand ! oke ,i took a coclusion THIS OUR RELATIONSHIP END ! Thanks ever give me a momentary happiness . I WILL FORGOT YOU , THAT FUCKIN MEMORIES and i don't want to REMEMBER it :)

hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I HATE A BOY ! BULSHIT ! WTF ! I LOVE YOU BUT I LIED ? YEAAH , THATS RIGHT ?

MYMP - TRUE COLORS

MYMP - True Colors
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness, inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

So sad eyes
Discouraged now
Realize

When this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors, true colors

Cos there's a shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors, true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Beautiful, like a rainbow

MYMP - GAME OF LOVE

MYMP - the game of love
Tell me just what you want me to be
One kiss and boom you're the only one for me
So please tell me why don't you come around no more
Cause right now I'm crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this
A little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we're up to bat
A little bit of laughs
A little bit of pain
I'm telling you, my babe
It's all in the game of love

This, whatever you make it to be
Sunshine set on this cold lonely sea
So please baby try and use me for what I'm good for
It ain't sayin' goodbye that's knocking down the door of your candy store

It's all in this game of love
You roll me
Control mep
Console me
Please hold me
You guide me
Divide me
Into what...

Make me feel good, yeah

So please tell me why don't you come around no more
Cause right now I'm dying outside the door of your loving store

It's all in this game of love
It's all in the game of love
Yeah, in the game of love

Roll me
Control me
Please hold me
(make me feel good, yeah)

fck buat kau ayam

sumpa muak kali liat tingkah kau ! tadi pas pulang sekolah lah puncaknya ! selama ini kutahankan aja ya , udah sabar kali liat kau ! ayaaaaaaam ! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! supaya apa kau diemin aku gini ? mending kau putusin aja aku ! kan uda berkali kali aku bilang kita putus . tapi gadak kau jawab ! tahapa mau kau ! capeeeek ! kata kak sara uda biarin aja dia gitu . mau dibiarin sampe kapan kak? lumutan ? zzzzzz
kemaren kak sara nge capture chat dia sama si cipoi . bah , grgr itu dia diemin aku ? selalu ngungkit dibelakang ya ! kukira kau bakalan berubah taunya engga ! kalo tau gitu MENDING GAUSAH PERNAH MINTA TOLONG SAMA ORANG PARAHAN KEKGITU ! ga tiap hari kan ? kalo ku save yang dikasi kak sara takotnya ga enak nanti ujungujungnya sama orang ini . masi kujaga juga perasaan kau. tapi kaunya aja ya yang betingkah ! UDALAH , AKU ANGGAP AJA SEKARANG KITA UDAH PUTUS . TERSERAH KAU LAH MAUNYA KAYAK MANA . UDA MAU UJIAN INI ITU . GA MAU TERFOKUS SAMA YANG KEKGINIAN . GA PENTING KALEEE ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

curhat colongan wekewekke

ini nulis blognya diselasela tugas yang menumpuk haha apasih sok penting krik....krik... aaa tadi keknya siap cerita sama kak sara agak mendingan maaci kak cayaa haha , heemmm ini kan lg ngerjain tugas , jadi sambil dengerin lagu dong yaa . terus aku dengerin lagu bondan yang kita selamanya . tersentuh kali dengernya yaampun . pengen nangis . liriknya ituloh yuhuuuu abess mancaaaaps . MASA SMA kali . memang masa SMA terbaik :') aku baru nyadarinnya sekaraaaang , kok jadi cemana gitu yaa sementang mau tamat ini . senang , sedih bercampur semuanyaaa :) kok aku sedih ginin ya? kenaapa ini ? gatau tbtb pen nangis ingat masa SMA ku :) terharuu kali ingatnyaa :') makasi buat cowokcowok yang udah nemenin aku di masa SMA ini haha apasih. pas SMA lah pertama kalinya ngerasain GALAU :D Rased asda sama cipoy kelen jadi kenangan aku kalo aku udah besar nanti . haha pengen foto sama kelen lah . betiga . baru disimpan terus nanti kutunjukin sama anak aku wkwk . kapanlah aku baekan lg sama rased ya ? HAHA . gamau musuh2an dan diem2an lg HAHA . gamau punya musuh udah mau tamat ini :D tp nanti kalo aku cakapin luan aku dikacangin masi belom siap haha . kalo sama cipoy kadang ada gelakgelaknya haha seru aja kalo uda bedua sama dia rasaku . oke , dulu awalnya cuma cobacoba tapi ternyata asik juga Haha . I <3 him wkwk .aaaaa bakalan kangen kelen , bakalan kangen cabotcabot lagi . nanti kalo uda kuliah bisa gitu ? kalo uda kuliah masi bisa bekawan kompak? i will miss my best soulmate i ever had . SYIFA , NINDY , DINI , ERIN , FARUS . yani yati si duo kembar jugaa dong sampesampe baju buat butah pun sama , dan grgr itu yani nangis haha gelak liatnya zzzzz padahal ga percis kali -_-
haaaaaaaaaaaaaah, sudahlah lanjut tugaaaaaas dulu cyin uda nunggu dia daritadi -_-

liriknyaaa yang ini bikin tersentuh :


cinta masa sekolah yang pernah terjadi
dat was the moment a part of sweet memory
kita membumi, melangkah berdua
kita ciptakan hangat sebuah cerita
mulai dewasa, cemburu dan bungah
finally now, its our time to make a history

bergegaslah, kawan… tuk sambut masa depan
tetap berpegang tangan, saling berpelukan
berikan senyuman tuk sebuah perpisahan!
kenanglah sahabat… kita untuk slamanya!

satu alasan kenapa kau kurekam dalam memori
satu cerita teringat didalam hati
karena kau berharga dalam hidupku, teman
untuk satu pijakan menuju masa depan

bergegaslah, kawan… tuk sambut masa depan
tetap berpegang tangan dan saling berpelukan
berikan senyuman tuk sebuah perpisahan!
kenanglah sahabat…

:):):)

SEMOGA AKU LULUS DI IPB AMINNNNNNNNNN !
SEKARANG DEANYA GA MAU GALAU - GALAU LAGI ! NONONO !
POKOKNYAAA FOKUS SNMPTN , LULUS IPB . BARU NYARI COWOK .
TERSERAH KAU SEKARANG , MAU KAU DIEMIN AKU , YAUDA TERSERAAAAH !